Try purple without blue

My unattainable love became even more inaccessible when he went abroad. For months he was gone and I just stayed behind with the thought of what it would be like when I saw him again. In that period, everything really changed. In this series, made in half a year, desire and temptation are at odds with each other. The title refers to the fact that love can not exist without pain. This series has also been released in an equally named book, that was published in the spring of 2017.

“Am I in love? --yes, since I am waiting. The other one never waits. Sometimes I want to play the part of the one who doesn't wait; I try to busy myself elsewhere, to arrive late; but I always lose at this game. Whatever I do, I find myself there, with nothing to do, punctual, even ahead of time. The lover's fatal identity is precisely this: I am the one who waits.” 

- Roland Barthes